Nothing about this relationship is worth having, but for some reason it’s been hard to leave. In this relationship I feel useless, overlooked, and insecure. I am constantly walking with trembling legs because I never know what is coming next. This relationship has been abusive mentally and emotionally. I have never in my life felt so debilitated. For some reason it’s all I knew, and I have found some form of comfort in it – it became my identity. I am tired. This relationship has not been serving me well. I have missed out on great things and people. I cannot get my mind off it to focus on my dreams and desires, it’s just time for it to end. No more convincing me to believe that you’re right. I do not want to cuddle up with your presence nor feeling the air you breathe on my neck. I do not want to feel your kisses my forehead as if I’ve been the best you ever had. I’ve made up my mind that you can no longer linger in the precious areas of my life. This is over, I’m through. I am ending my relationship with fear.
I’m Ending My Relationship
The older I have gotten I am learning to release fear. The only thing that is holding me back with regards to fear is stepping out of my comfort zone and going full time with my blog.
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Yesss release that fear! I’m in this space in my life as well. Letting go of fear because I deserve greatness as well. Awesome!
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You and me both. I am just tired of being scared. It drives me crazy realizing how many opportunities I’ve missed out on simply because I was scared.
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I Great post. I need to end my relationship with fear of going after my dreams.
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Bravo! Bye Fear-licia! I enjoyed reading this post as it reminded me of those times when fear tried to find a place in my life, but I am happy to say Fear don’t live here anymore!
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Very, very well written and expressed. I really enjoyed the surprise ending too! Nice job!
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I am so happy for you for standing up for your sanity and leaving an abusive relationship. Now you are on the journey to healing!
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Everyday I chip away at fear. The older I get the less fearful I am. In some areas I have zero fear. In the other areas I am working on it, Roth way I don’t allow it to hold me back.
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I made a commitment to myself to let nothing hold me back, even my own fears. This break up will be hard but so worth it! Congratulations!
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YES! Fear can cripple you. No more holding back! 2019 is the year!!
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Good for you! Always do what’s best for your mental, emotional and even physical health! Wishing you the best.
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