I’m Ending My Relationship

Nothing about this relationship is worth having, but for some reason it’s been hard to leave. In this relationship I feel useless, overlooked, and insecure. I am constantly walking with trembling legs because I never know what is coming next. This relationship has been abusive mentally and emotionally. I have never in my life felt so debilitated. For some reason it’s all I knew, and I have found some form of comfort in it – it became my identity. I am tired. This relationship has not been serving me well. I have missed out on great things and people. I cannot get my mind off it to focus on my dreams and desires, it’s just time for it to end. No more convincing me to believe that you’re right. I do not want to cuddle up with your presence nor feeling the air you breathe on my neck. I do not want to feel your kisses my forehead as if I’ve been the best you ever had. I’ve made up my mind that you can no longer linger in the precious areas of my life. This is over, I’m through. I am ending my relationship with fear.

11 thoughts on “I’m Ending My Relationship

  1. Bravo! Bye Fear-licia! I enjoyed reading this post as it reminded me of those times when fear tried to find a place in my life, but I am happy to say Fear don’t live here anymore!

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  2. Everyday I chip away at fear. The older I get the less fearful I am. In some areas I have zero fear. In the other areas I am working on it, Roth way I don’t allow it to hold me back.

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